Every night , I dream.
About your brown beautiful eyes,
Gazing at me full of affection,
Saying million romantic words with just a glance.
About me wrapped in your arms,
Most secure place on the place,
Where no one , where nothing can harm me.
Spending all my rest of life with you
With happiness and joy is all what one can find,
Hatred and anger has no place.
To sleep with you at night ,
And wake up with you beside me ,
Because you make my nights and mornings magical.
Now I open my eyes,
Finding you beside me,
With your arms around me,
And your eyes gazing mine,
Everyday I dream,
And I wake up with that dream becoming a reality.
This goes on,
Life couldn’t be happier,
Until one day,
I lost it all.
Because I lost you.
Every dream, every second of reality
Crushed into million pieces,
Pieces I cannot join again,
No matter how much I try.
I don’t dare to close my eyes,
Because I am afraid to see the dream,
The dream which is not real anymore,
Which is gone away far far far away.
Now my eyes search for your eyes
But all I find is darkness and tears.
My soul searches for your arms,
But all I find is loneliness and pain.
My sleep searches for you,
But all I find is pain and dark circles.
Just one mistake
All is ruined
All is gone
And all I can do is repent…